Monday, November 1, 2010
Sometimes I feel like I’m invisible.
Why should I believe that anyone else would care about it, if he supposedly cares about me but doesn’t care about how I’m feeling?
Hmm. Anyway. I was just feeling a little sad tonight, which is why I’m writing this now.
I guess I just wish I knew someone I could really talk to, who wouldn’t disregard me and with whom I actually felt comfortable talking about this sort of thing. And other things. Things I can’t tell anyone because they probably wouldn’t believe me, because I’ve supposedly led a charmed life and have nothing to complain about and why would I have left it until now to say anything anyway? And besides, I have led a good life so far. Besides those things I can’t talk to anyone about. So I guess I really can’t complain.
I’m going to stop now. It’s close to 9:30 and I should try and go to sleep early....hahahah YEAH RIGHT!!!! Sleep is good for me....IT JUST NOT EASY FOR ME TO FALL ASLEEP ;) And I’m sorry for inflicting this on you all. I’ll try to stay out of the Kool-aid for now on.